陶晶瑩《我不祝福》I will not give you my blessing

陶晶瑩

我不祝福
I will not give you my blessing

詞 魯維孝
曲 Clare Reynolds / Chad Richardson

幾個字 寫寫停停 為了保持禮貌的語氣
I drafted the text messages over and over again, to make sure I'm being polite
幾句話 斷斷續續 確定我們已經不熟悉
Just a few choppy sentences, I am sure that we are already strangers
偶爾我就恍了神 忘了現在的關係
There are times that it slipped my mind, I forgot we are no longer together
過去是過去 我的存在不再依賴你
The past is in the past, I don't exist for you anymore
最多幾個深呼吸 最長幾秒鐘遲疑 我就會放下你
It just takes at most a few more deep breaths, a few more seconds of hesitation, but I know I will eventually be able to let you go

我不說我祝福 我不祝你幸福
I will not give you my blessing
我不想去証明 我們是個錯誤
It'd otherwise prove that what we had was a mistake
放得下就不孤獨 站得遠些就清楚 我不祝福
I know I will no longer feel the loneliness if I let it go, that I will be able to see it clearly if I stay further away, but I still will not give you my blessing

那天氣 陰陰晴晴 沒有適合長駐的穩定
The uncertain weather is not suitable to stay for long
這城市 來來去去 我已學會觸景不傷情
Walking back and forth in the city, I have learned not to be affected whenever I passed by all those places that we have been to
偶爾我就軟了心 鬆了彼此的距離
Sometimes my heart softens, I forgot about our distance
寂寞總提醒 我必須先照顧我自己
But the loneliness would keep reminding me to take care of myself first
輕輕聊天或寫信 不用太多的關心 沒有什麼意義
Just a simple chat or letter, there is no need of too much caring, it doesn't even have to have any meaning

我不說我祝福 我不祝你幸福
I will not give you my blessing
我要我們明白 不夠愛就放開
I want us to understand, if there is no love, we just have to let it go
不幻想就沒感觸 不期待就不在乎 我不祝福
There will be no disappointment if there is no hallucination, we won't even care if we don't have any expectation, but I still will not give you my blessing

總有一天 我能控制想念 能上線留言 能簡單面對
There will be a day that I can control my feeling, that I will be able to leave you an online message, and to face everything nonchalantly
矛盾之間 我始終了解 時間不能解決一切
In between contraction, I finally understand, that time cannot heal everything

我不說
But for now, I will not say it
我不祝福
I will not give you my blessing